- List significant persons in your life for the past year. How have they supported and/or challenged you?
- List pivotal events or changes in your life and your feelings about them.
- Remember and celebrate your greatest joys. Offer a prayer of thanksgiving for each.
- Name your greatest challenges, pains, and disappointments during the past year. Can you offer a prayer of thanks or see how God has worked through the difficulties?
- Describe your experience of God this past year. Has God seemed near or distant?
- Think of a symbol, word, or phrase that pictures or summarizes this year.
Saturday, December 28, 2019
Year in review
From my very favorite "Openings" devotional today comes some wonderful reflective questions:
Friday, December 27, 2019
They put gravy on pizza!!!
I knew I would be stretched this year during the deployment, but I didn't know it would involve gravy! We had a donation of breakfast pizza brought into the SCIF on Christmas day. I was offered a slice and before I took one they asked if I had ever had breakfast pizza with gravy. I thought they were pulling my leg. I had never hear of such a thing.
The thought of cheese and gravy together was not all that appealing. I almost passed up the offer to try a slice. But they insisted it was good.
I gave into peer pressure and am I glad I did!! Talk about a Christmas miracle.
Gravy on pizza...where have you been all my life?????
Some of the greatest surprises come from the most unlikely of places.
The thought of cheese and gravy together was not all that appealing. I almost passed up the offer to try a slice. But they insisted it was good.
I gave into peer pressure and am I glad I did!! Talk about a Christmas miracle.
Gravy on pizza...where have you been all my life?????
Some of the greatest surprises come from the most unlikely of places.
Tuesday, December 24, 2019
The Day Dad Went to Prison
The title of this post could be the next big country and western song my sons could write about me!
I have been to prison and I have been released from prison! One of things I thought about before moving to Terre Haute was what I could do here that I really couldn't do back home.
One of those things is rediscovering my love of basketball officiating (which I have done/am doing).
Another is to become a volunteer Federal prison Chaplain. Last night was my first time reporting for that duty. I shadowed two volunteers ("Non-Trinity Apostolic Christians"...interesting to say the least!) and one of the staff Chaplains.
There are 3 different levels of Federal prisons here in Terre Haute. I started at the minimum security
camp. I was very impressed. The place was clean, the inmates were polite and that was not a perimeter fence in sight!
I asked the Chaplain how they keep the prisoners there when there is no fence...he said they know they have it good and they don't want to loose the privilege of serving their time there.
One of the programs they run there is POP...not sure what it exactly stands for, but selected inmates live with and train future comfort dogs! I saw at least 2 dozen different dogs being walked about inside and outside the buildings. I even got to pet a cute little lab!!
WARNING!!!!!!!!!!! I am getting on my soapbox.....
I saw a bunch of your (and mine) hard earned tax dollars last night at prison. It is true that as fellow citizens we either pay on the front end with good education and social programs or we pay on the back end with forced confinement of criminals. Yes, there will always be outliers, but I wondered last night how many of those men (it is a men's only facility) could have been prevented from getting to this point in their lives had good education, the right social (to include the Church) programs AND their personal responsibility been in proper place earlier in their life.
I seem to remember a Native American story that ends with something along the lines of the "failure of one individual is a failure of the whole."
We are going to pay one way or another...might as well pay on the front end.
I have been to prison and I have been released from prison! One of things I thought about before moving to Terre Haute was what I could do here that I really couldn't do back home.
One of those things is rediscovering my love of basketball officiating (which I have done/am doing).
Another is to become a volunteer Federal prison Chaplain. Last night was my first time reporting for that duty. I shadowed two volunteers ("Non-Trinity Apostolic Christians"...interesting to say the least!) and one of the staff Chaplains.
There are 3 different levels of Federal prisons here in Terre Haute. I started at the minimum security
camp. I was very impressed. The place was clean, the inmates were polite and that was not a perimeter fence in sight!
I asked the Chaplain how they keep the prisoners there when there is no fence...he said they know they have it good and they don't want to loose the privilege of serving their time there.
One of the programs they run there is POP...not sure what it exactly stands for, but selected inmates live with and train future comfort dogs! I saw at least 2 dozen different dogs being walked about inside and outside the buildings. I even got to pet a cute little lab!!
WARNING!!!!!!!!!!! I am getting on my soapbox.....
I saw a bunch of your (and mine) hard earned tax dollars last night at prison. It is true that as fellow citizens we either pay on the front end with good education and social programs or we pay on the back end with forced confinement of criminals. Yes, there will always be outliers, but I wondered last night how many of those men (it is a men's only facility) could have been prevented from getting to this point in their lives had good education, the right social (to include the Church) programs AND their personal responsibility been in proper place earlier in their life.
I seem to remember a Native American story that ends with something along the lines of the "failure of one individual is a failure of the whole."
We are going to pay one way or another...might as well pay on the front end.
Rooted in Time
Living close to IL, I sometimes get IL radio stations and I catch myself getting confused when they announce what time it is (they are an hour earlier). I have to stay grounded in where I am at to remind myself that their time in IL is not my time in IN.
There is a sermon in there someplace! The Bible talks about 2 different types of time...basically "killing time" and "pregnant time."
Killing time is just passively waiting to clock out so we can go someplace else to waste more time.
Pregnant time is hope-filled time that says we should be on the edges of our seats expectantly waiting for God to move in lives.
Mary was pregnant with a baby AND with hope-filled time.
What time is it in your world?
There is a sermon in there someplace! The Bible talks about 2 different types of time...basically "killing time" and "pregnant time."
Killing time is just passively waiting to clock out so we can go someplace else to waste more time.
Pregnant time is hope-filled time that says we should be on the edges of our seats expectantly waiting for God to move in lives.
Mary was pregnant with a baby AND with hope-filled time.
What time is it in your world?
Christmas
Even though our Commander In Chief gave most Federal employees Christmas Eve off, the mission at the 181st never stops, so I am proudly working today and tonight. Today is shaping up to be a very busy day for lots of reasons.
I plan to do a short service tonight and tomorrow.
This is my 3rd Christmas being deployed. The prior two meant that the Lundys opened Christmas presents via Skype. We will get to celebrate in person in a few days this time around!
One of my best memories of being deployed during Christmas was from Saudi Arabia last time around. Marti asked me to read Scripture at her late Christmas Eve service. At first we were going to record it, but then we realized with the time difference I could literally read it live on Christmas Day in KSA and it would still be Christmas Eve in Huntington and thus I could be project live into their sanctuary.
I ended the reading by pointing the camera out my widow to the Christmas sunrise. A very powerful moment to be reminded that we are all connected more than we realize and that one sunset leads right into a sunrise.
I plan to do a short service tonight and tomorrow.
This is my 3rd Christmas being deployed. The prior two meant that the Lundys opened Christmas presents via Skype. We will get to celebrate in person in a few days this time around!
One of my best memories of being deployed during Christmas was from Saudi Arabia last time around. Marti asked me to read Scripture at her late Christmas Eve service. At first we were going to record it, but then we realized with the time difference I could literally read it live on Christmas Day in KSA and it would still be Christmas Eve in Huntington and thus I could be project live into their sanctuary.
I ended the reading by pointing the camera out my widow to the Christmas sunrise. A very powerful moment to be reminded that we are all connected more than we realize and that one sunset leads right into a sunrise.
Advent
After a self-imposed Advent break, I am back. Some updates:
- We hosted the Director of the Air National Guard and the Chief Master Sergeant of the Air National Guard earlier this month. It is always good to hear directly from those (literally) at the top.
- Along with those DVs, we also hosted the 2 Star General that is the Chief of Active Duty USAF Chaplains and his wife. Although he is out of my chain of command, he is the one that sets the policy that guides much of my military life. What a gracious pastor who just happens to be a 2 Star. It was good to give him the "ANG" perspective on how things happen in our world, which is very different from active duty.
- Mrs. Schaick (Chaplain Schaick's wife) spent her own "time and dime" to travel here as well. She was incredibly gracious and supportive of our work. Upon hearing that we have a son going to school in DC, Ch and Mrs. Schaick invited us to come visit them in DC and even stay in their home!
- Most senior officers have their own coin that they present to superior performers. I am proud to say that the Director and Ch Schaick both coined my "Chaplain Assistant" (now called Religious Affairs Airmen). He is incredible to work with.
- Ch Schaick also coined me.
But enough about their visit:
- I have been reminded in real ways there is lots of brokenness that we all carry with us, and that there is amazing power in just listening (I do a lot of counselling where I do nothing much more than actively listen).
- I have said it before and I will say it again...I work with same amazingly smart folks, many of them barely out of their teenage years!
- I work in a technology-rich environment. Technology is a double edged sword. Who is speaking into this world the proper ethics of emerging technology?
- In an act of humility, one of our commander's is taking himself and his staff to a smaller office footprint in a different building to give those of us in the "helping agency" department more room to serve more Airmen and their families. This means that the Chaplain offices are moving as well. The much needed cleaning out old stuff before we move has been long over due. Why is it so easy to let junk pile up??
- I have been able get home a bit to worship with Marti and help Joshua on some projects at his house. Visits such as these remind me that I could not do what I do at the 181st without the support of family and friends.
Thanks for all the support I get in so many ways.
Sunday, December 1, 2019
Thanksgiving
I was able to spend some significant time this past week visiting my Intel parish. There were special meals prepared for those of us working on the holiday. Even though we were away from our family of birth, we were together with our family of choice.
A question I like asking on holidays like these is what Thanksgiving traditions we had as children. I heard some wonderful stories of Grandparents and their cooking, going hunting with Dad and Black Friday shopping. What we all agreed upon is that we have realized we took those moments for granted.
In the moment, we all thought those moments would last forever. But they didn't. They never do.
I hope this holiday season gives us amble opportunity to breath deeply the gift of the present moment. May we never take it for granted. May we bring our best selves to each of those moments so that the memories we take from today will be worth remembering.
A question I like asking on holidays like these is what Thanksgiving traditions we had as children. I heard some wonderful stories of Grandparents and their cooking, going hunting with Dad and Black Friday shopping. What we all agreed upon is that we have realized we took those moments for granted.
In the moment, we all thought those moments would last forever. But they didn't. They never do.
I hope this holiday season gives us amble opportunity to breath deeply the gift of the present moment. May we never take it for granted. May we bring our best selves to each of those moments so that the memories we take from today will be worth remembering.
Tuesday, November 26, 2019
Friends on the Court
As I have previously mentioned, one way I am maintaining my overall physical and emotional health during this deployment is to reconnect to my love of basketball officiating (I have not actively officiated since joining the military).
I am mainly doing games in the Terre Haute area, but I have had a couple of games in Northeast IN as well.
What a blessing to officiate two young outstanding Central Noble players recently. I am sure it was a bit confusing to see their Pastor in referee clothes!!
Our lives are more interconnected than we can ever imagine.
Look after each other and hold out the best in each situation.
I am mainly doing games in the Terre Haute area, but I have had a couple of games in Northeast IN as well.
What a blessing to officiate two young outstanding Central Noble players recently. I am sure it was a bit confusing to see their Pastor in referee clothes!!
Our lives are more interconnected than we can ever imagine.
Look after each other and hold out the best in each situation.
Saturday, November 23, 2019
"Falling Upward"
In between reading and studying for Air War College, I am reading "Falling Upward" by Richard Rohr. This is the first book I have read of his and he is fast becoming one of my newest favorite authors.
This little book packs a powerful punch to those of us that should being thinking more intentionally about the 2nd half of life.
The premise of the book is that the 1st half of life is the "container" (his word) that gives shape and foundation to the 2nd half of life that should be the most impact-ful part of our lives.
Wow...no slacking off just because I am getting old! What a challenge to think about the lasting impact the 2nd half of my life should/could/must have.
It reminds me of my favorite track analogy..."positive split" is when your last lap is the fastest lapy you run.
Jesus saved the best for last with the whole death and resurrection thing...will they say Kent saved (and did!) his best act of living, serving, giving in the 2nd half of his life?
What about you?
This little book packs a powerful punch to those of us that should being thinking more intentionally about the 2nd half of life.
The premise of the book is that the 1st half of life is the "container" (his word) that gives shape and foundation to the 2nd half of life that should be the most impact-ful part of our lives.
Wow...no slacking off just because I am getting old! What a challenge to think about the lasting impact the 2nd half of my life should/could/must have.
It reminds me of my favorite track analogy..."positive split" is when your last lap is the fastest lapy you run.
Jesus saved the best for last with the whole death and resurrection thing...will they say Kent saved (and did!) his best act of living, serving, giving in the 2nd half of his life?
What about you?
DV
We are actively getting ready for some big time Distinguished Visitors to the 181st (I don't think I can technically say who they are at this point). Lots of protocol goes into hosting folks like these. They are worthy of all the respect we can give them.
I am amazed at the detail plans that come with this visit. Every minutes to scheduled. Every movement scripted. I am not sure I could handle being in that kind of prison!
In the midst of all the extra effort that goes into something like this, I have to keep telling myself something my Mother-in-law always said, "it is nice to be nice."
So regardless of the hassle this visit is causing, I will choose to look for the good and bring my best self to that day.
I commit to:
I am amazed at the detail plans that come with this visit. Every minutes to scheduled. Every movement scripted. I am not sure I could handle being in that kind of prison!
In the midst of all the extra effort that goes into something like this, I have to keep telling myself something my Mother-in-law always said, "it is nice to be nice."
So regardless of the hassle this visit is causing, I will choose to look for the good and bring my best self to that day.
I commit to:
- Appreciate them taking the time to come visit us
- Ask lots of questions of them so that I can learn to do my job better
- Listen deeply to what they say and allow their perspective to shape my reality
- Get my picture with some/all of them
Just in time for Thanksgiving...let us all commit to welcome all visitors with grace and understanding AND let us redouble our efforts in being good hosts!
Windows
As I have previous stated, I spend a lot of my day in a "SCIF"...basically it is a large room with lots of computers and absolutely no windows. It is amazing how easy it is for me to lose contact with the world literally a few feet away just because I can't see out any windows. I forget what kind of weather is out there. I am shocked when I walk outside and see the sun, when I don't remember the sun shining when I went in.
Warning!!!!! This might turn into a sermon...
How often, even with windows, do we not see the world around us? We are blinded by perceptions, hurt feels and rehearsing the same old crap.
How often do we look through windows "dimly" (St. Paul's line) but think we have crystal clear vision? We see what we want to see and that is Truth (capital "T"), but it is really not.
How often do we complain about not having any windows to look at the wider world and are satisfied just sitting in the dark, instead of getting off our keisters?
We have walked in a great darkness enough, let us come to the Light of Christ.
Let us honestly confront our blinded-ness.
Let us honestly confront our own certainty.
Let us honestly confront our own choices that keep us locked in our own darkness.
Let us open a new window of reality and let the resurrecting power of Christ bring new light to our darkness.
Warning!!!!! This might turn into a sermon...
How often, even with windows, do we not see the world around us? We are blinded by perceptions, hurt feels and rehearsing the same old crap.
How often do we look through windows "dimly" (St. Paul's line) but think we have crystal clear vision? We see what we want to see and that is Truth (capital "T"), but it is really not.
How often do we complain about not having any windows to look at the wider world and are satisfied just sitting in the dark, instead of getting off our keisters?
We have walked in a great darkness enough, let us come to the Light of Christ.
Let us honestly confront our blinded-ness.
Let us honestly confront our own certainty.
Let us honestly confront our own choices that keep us locked in our own darkness.
Let us open a new window of reality and let the resurrecting power of Christ bring new light to our darkness.
Monday, November 18, 2019
Basketball
I love basketball! I love being from THE home of basketball...KANSAS!!! Dr. Naismith (inventor of Basketball) is buried in Lawrence, KS for a reason. Fun fact...Dr. Naismith was also a National Guard Chaplain, but that is probably a different post.
As I have said elsewhere, I have gotten back into basketball officiating as a way to stay active and relieve stress this winter. I have done a few games already and I have realized how much I have missed being on the court.
The last official game I worked was Feb., 2007. But just like riding a bike it has all come back to me. As a bonus, I get to see parts of Indiana I have never seen. Have you ever heard of Switz City, IN? I have and I have worked a girl's varsity game there!
There are many things I cannot control when I walk out onto the court: fan behavior, coaching antics and player attitudes come to mind.
The amount of what I can't control has not stopped me from taking control of what I can control. Some of the things I have committed to control this season are:
As I have said elsewhere, I have gotten back into basketball officiating as a way to stay active and relieve stress this winter. I have done a few games already and I have realized how much I have missed being on the court.
The last official game I worked was Feb., 2007. But just like riding a bike it has all come back to me. As a bonus, I get to see parts of Indiana I have never seen. Have you ever heard of Switz City, IN? I have and I have worked a girl's varsity game there!
There are many things I cannot control when I walk out onto the court: fan behavior, coaching antics and player attitudes come to mind.
The amount of what I can't control has not stopped me from taking control of what I can control. Some of the things I have committed to control this season are:
- No other official is going to out hustle me
- No other official, coach, player or fan is going to know the rules better than me
- No other official is going to be in better shape than me
- No one on the court with me is going to have more fun than me (life is too short not to enjoy the things I elect to do!)
Some of these things are still in a work in process (I have realized I need to spend more time in the rule books)...but these are the things I can totally control and I refuse to not take ownership of those things.
What about you? What do you intentionally control in situations where you don't have a lot control?
Sunday, November 10, 2019
Veterans Day
Veterans Day came early for me. I spent part of last Sunday visiting Veterans in a local Terre Haute nursing home. This event was put on by the Junior Enlisted Council (a group of the lowest 3 enlisted ranks that work on building leadership skills and organizing community engagement events).
As I knelt at the side of several Veterans listening to their stories, I realized that I have inherited a treasured legacy that flows through warriors such as them. I was inspired by stories of sacrifice and courage.
This was the first time as a Veteran myself I did anything like this. I realized there is power in the simple act of really listening to the stories of others.
I don't know how you plan on marking Veterans Day tomorrow...may I suggest you find a Veteran (or two or three) and ask her/him to tell you part of their story?
Chances are you will be blest beyond measure and the Veteran's life will probably be changed as well.
As I knelt at the side of several Veterans listening to their stories, I realized that I have inherited a treasured legacy that flows through warriors such as them. I was inspired by stories of sacrifice and courage.
This was the first time as a Veteran myself I did anything like this. I realized there is power in the simple act of really listening to the stories of others.
I don't know how you plan on marking Veterans Day tomorrow...may I suggest you find a Veteran (or two or three) and ask her/him to tell you part of their story?
Chances are you will be blest beyond measure and the Veteran's life will probably be changed as well.
Tuesday, November 5, 2019
Month recap
I am past the one month mark of this 12 month journey, so what follows are some reflections so far:
- I am very honored to wear the uniform and consider it an outstanding privilege to put it on everyday
- Seeing the worst of humanity drives me to do what I can to bring out the best in people
- Self-care is very important
- Prayers from home are a taproot of Faith that bring my life nourishment beyond measure
- I am still living into my new rank (I have to look down at my uniform from time to time to remind me that I am the "Colonel" people around me are talking about!!)
- I work with some amazingly smart people that are dedicated to what they do
- I miss the rhythm of Church life
- Getting to the gym first thing in the morning pays incredible dividends the rest of the day
The journey continues...stay tuned!
For All the Saints
The first Sunday of November is one of my favorite Sundays...All Saints Sunday. A time to remember and rejoice for all the Saints that have gone on before us but have not forgotten us. They cheer us on from the Eternal stadium and empower us by their example to bring our best selves to each day.
It was a very busy drill weekend this past weekend, so it is just now that I am reflecting on the Saints I am mindful of right now.
I am grateful for:
Thomas Merton--Catholic Theologian/Monk that stretches my understanding of God
Rev. Charles M. Curtis--my first mentor in the Faith who saw in me Kingdom potential
Shirley Jean Lundy--my mother
Tom Richardson--Boy Scout leader who gave me another example of what it means to be a "man"
Ben and Betsy Gates--the best in-laws I could ever hope for
Grandparents--whose "second opinion" on life (my parents being the first opinion) offered a depth to my life that I didn't realize in the moment
Who will remember me on All Saints Sunday and for what reason?
It was a very busy drill weekend this past weekend, so it is just now that I am reflecting on the Saints I am mindful of right now.
I am grateful for:
Thomas Merton--Catholic Theologian/Monk that stretches my understanding of God
Rev. Charles M. Curtis--my first mentor in the Faith who saw in me Kingdom potential
Shirley Jean Lundy--my mother
Tom Richardson--Boy Scout leader who gave me another example of what it means to be a "man"
Ben and Betsy Gates--the best in-laws I could ever hope for
Grandparents--whose "second opinion" on life (my parents being the first opinion) offered a depth to my life that I didn't realize in the moment
Who will remember me on All Saints Sunday and for what reason?
On the court!
One way I am trying to stay healthy while I am in Terre Haute is to do some basketball officiating. I love the sport and I have missed officiating (I was a Men's College basketball official for 10 years before joining the ANG).
I have connected with an area assigner for Middle School and High School games. The season began last week with a 6th and 7th grade boys double header! The coaches coached, the players played and there was a very nice sized crowd!
It was a wonderful experience and made me realize how much I had missed the court. My last official game I worked was February, 2007 and it all came back to me like riding a bike!
I have connected with an area assigner for Middle School and High School games. The season began last week with a 6th and 7th grade boys double header! The coaches coached, the players played and there was a very nice sized crowd!
It was a wonderful experience and made me realize how much I had missed the court. My last official game I worked was February, 2007 and it all came back to me like riding a bike!
Thursday, October 31, 2019
3,000
In between the craziness of life at the 181st, I did some figuring (well actually an online date to date site did all the work) on when I would hit my 3,000 run streak day.
Since it is snowing today in Terre Haute, I thought it would be a good time to think about Spring! My big 3k day is April 30, 2020.
Any runners want to join me that day (either in person or in spirit) to celebrate with a celebrator run?? For those that make it to Terre Haute, I will promise a run with me on the flight line of the beautiful Hulman Field Airport!!!
As my friends in the running world say..."keep streaking!"
Whether you are a runner or not, let me encourage you/remind you that little good things done over and over again can and will add up to big results.
Keep chipping away at your goals. Hang in there. Stay strong.
Since it is snowing today in Terre Haute, I thought it would be a good time to think about Spring! My big 3k day is April 30, 2020.
Any runners want to join me that day (either in person or in spirit) to celebrate with a celebrator run?? For those that make it to Terre Haute, I will promise a run with me on the flight line of the beautiful Hulman Field Airport!!!
As my friends in the running world say..."keep streaking!"
Whether you are a runner or not, let me encourage you/remind you that little good things done over and over again can and will add up to big results.
Keep chipping away at your goals. Hang in there. Stay strong.
Wednesday, October 30, 2019
Silence
I have started a new discipline of embracing more silence in my life. We live in a noisy world and we will never truly connect to Christ until we make friends with silence (I believe my favorite Catholic Theologian, Thomas Merton, said something like this).
Silence comes to us as so foreign because we have lied to ourselves that noise is good and silence is bad. It is in silence that I meet my true self. It is in silence that I have any hope of listening to the Spirit's call upon my life.
How about you? How friendly are you with silence?
Of course there are different types of silence (getting/giving the "silent treatment" is not what I am talking about).
How about giving yourself an early Christmas gift by making space for more Holy silence in your life?
Silence comes to us as so foreign because we have lied to ourselves that noise is good and silence is bad. It is in silence that I meet my true self. It is in silence that I have any hope of listening to the Spirit's call upon my life.
How about you? How friendly are you with silence?
Of course there are different types of silence (getting/giving the "silent treatment" is not what I am talking about).
How about giving yourself an early Christmas gift by making space for more Holy silence in your life?
Family Readiness
As you probably are aware any member of the National Guard must be ready to deploy within 72 hours of notification. This is primarily used when the Governor needs our services because of a natural disaster. We are required to keep our bags packed.
But it is more than just personally being ready with my bags packed. I also have to ensure my family is ready. There is no military readiness without family readiness.
I have been reminded recently how important it is that families are ready at any time for their service member to be absent for an unknown period of time. Each military installation has a "Family Readiness" director that does nothing but ensures families are ready for deployments and are cared for during times of separation. These directors are awesome and provide an incredible service to the military.
My family has been ready each of the 3 times I have deployed. It is never easy to be separated, but I have appreciated their support of me and the ways they stepped up at home to make sure life in the Lundy household went on without me.
I am grateful for my "ready" family.
But it is more than just personally being ready with my bags packed. I also have to ensure my family is ready. There is no military readiness without family readiness.
I have been reminded recently how important it is that families are ready at any time for their service member to be absent for an unknown period of time. Each military installation has a "Family Readiness" director that does nothing but ensures families are ready for deployments and are cared for during times of separation. These directors are awesome and provide an incredible service to the military.
My family has been ready each of the 3 times I have deployed. It is never easy to be separated, but I have appreciated their support of me and the ways they stepped up at home to make sure life in the Lundy household went on without me.
I am grateful for my "ready" family.
Friday, October 25, 2019
Recap
I am slowly finding a (sort of) routine in my visiting the top secret mission area. There are a lot of moving parts so things are always in flux. I am truly enjoying my time "on the floor" visiting the crews. Here are some random reflections thus far:
- I serve some incredibly smart people that do some amazing things with technology
- Most of these smart people are young people...our freedom is being ensured by Airmen half my age
- The work is taxing and the schedule is grueling
- I appreciate being brought into their world. I began because I had to be there, but now over time I get the sense that some really look forward to my visits
- I still don't have a good way to process "my stuff" at any depth, but I do appreciate you reading this blog and allowing me to some processing here
Tuesday, October 22, 2019
7th Grade Kent
If I could go back to meet the 7th grade me, I would tell that knucklehead to pay attention in English class. If you have heard me preach and/or read anything I have written (like this Blog!) you know that I can botch up the English language with the best of them!
I so wish I would have taken my English homework more serious when I was younger. The reason this is on my mind is that I am currently doing an Enlisted Performance Review for one of my subordinates and I have to use...wait for it...English!!
This person's military career in dependent on my being able to communicate effectively with the English language!
Had I known then what I know now...wow!! On a related note, I think this is would make a great Country and Western song!
I so wish I would have taken my English homework more serious when I was younger. The reason this is on my mind is that I am currently doing an Enlisted Performance Review for one of my subordinates and I have to use...wait for it...English!!
This person's military career in dependent on my being able to communicate effectively with the English language!
Had I known then what I know now...wow!! On a related note, I think this is would make a great Country and Western song!
I am not that good...
I have realized early that with as much stuff that comes at me, I have got to write everything down. I have quickly learned that if it is going to happen, it will only happen if I write it down. Conversely, I am required to record interactions I have, so I have to write that information down as well.
I don't travel anywhere on Base without my "Ch Lundy" notebook with my calendar and lots of paper to write stuff down.
All this to say...how did Moses do it? He was responsible for reciting 613 laws and could only write down 15 of them (he dropped a 1/3 of those, however).
Maybe that is why he was on the mountain for so long. How many times did he have to say to God, "...slow down there Yahweh, I can't chisel that fast; did you say 'shellfish'?; how do you spell 'covet'?"
We are a "Word" Faith...words matter. Thank God I can write them down!
I don't travel anywhere on Base without my "Ch Lundy" notebook with my calendar and lots of paper to write stuff down.
All this to say...how did Moses do it? He was responsible for reciting 613 laws and could only write down 15 of them (he dropped a 1/3 of those, however).
Maybe that is why he was on the mountain for so long. How many times did he have to say to God, "...slow down there Yahweh, I can't chisel that fast; did you say 'shellfish'?; how do you spell 'covet'?"
We are a "Word" Faith...words matter. Thank God I can write them down!
Monday, October 21, 2019
Purple Envelope Revenge
As I have mentioned previously, Marti gets a weekly purple envelope from me during my deployments. This time around it is my version of our courtship and marriage (I may be taking literary license with some minor aspects of what I remember!) I am writing this story one paragraph at a time and I cut up each word so that she has to put the "puzzle" of that paragraph together each week.
To make the point of how difficult it was to hold and move around small pieces of paper, Marti has sent me my own paragraph to put together. I would like to point out that her pieces are way more numerous and way smaller than anything I have given to her (so far).
I do have a secret weapon...my "Kansas English!" Ain't no Google translate app goin' to help her there!! So she will have lots of opportunities to appreciate my "accent."
Since we are to lean towards Easter in all things and look for good even in the midst of yet another deployment, I have to say that these envelopes would have never happened if I had not deployed. And trust me, they have given us LOTS of stories to tell our grand-kids!
To make the point of how difficult it was to hold and move around small pieces of paper, Marti has sent me my own paragraph to put together. I would like to point out that her pieces are way more numerous and way smaller than anything I have given to her (so far).
I do have a secret weapon...my "Kansas English!" Ain't no Google translate app goin' to help her there!! So she will have lots of opportunities to appreciate my "accent."
Since we are to lean towards Easter in all things and look for good even in the midst of yet another deployment, I have to say that these envelopes would have never happened if I had not deployed. And trust me, they have given us LOTS of stories to tell our grand-kids!
Friday, October 18, 2019
A Good Reminder
During some recent workplace vitiation, I stated that I was new here and asked what it would take to become a good Chaplain. One young Airman said without hesitation, "offering weekly worship opportunities." I told him that would be too easy.
As I later reflected, I realized a few things:
As I later reflected, I realized a few things:
- Yet another reminder that this mission is 24/7/365, right here in Terre Haute, America!
- A young person actually missed worshiping with his local congregation because he spent most Sundays at the 181st doing the mission.
- A young person hungry to worship
- A young person willing to speak up for his Spiritual needs
- A young person giving this old Chaplain a lesson I needed
Thursday, October 17, 2019
10.17.2024
I have enrolled in my last Professional Military Education course. It is a Master's level course entitled "Air War College." This will be my 3rd PME course and I am not looking forward to it. The first 2 were very difficult and I have not heard good things about AWC.
This leaves me in a funk. I want to do this course (I can't get promoted without it) but I got a bad attitude about it...
I always told my sons, "well, it is YOUR attitude...it is totally up to you what YOUR attitude is."
I need to listen to my own advice, but I just don't wanna...
Stay tuned. I have until Oct. 17, 2024 to get it completed.
This leaves me in a funk. I want to do this course (I can't get promoted without it) but I got a bad attitude about it...
I always told my sons, "well, it is YOUR attitude...it is totally up to you what YOUR attitude is."
I need to listen to my own advice, but I just don't wanna...
Stay tuned. I have until Oct. 17, 2024 to get it completed.
Tuesday, October 15, 2019
All or Nothing Marriage
I am reading a book that we will potentially make available for our married (or plan to be) Airmen at the 181st. It is called "The All or Nothing Marriage" by Eli J. Finkel. Excellent stuff.
If you want (or know of someone that you think could benefit from) an enlightening easy to read history of marriage and make that history means for marriages in the 21st century, this is it! It also is a huge wake up call in how we have shifted our understanding of what makes for a good spouse.
In my Grandparents generation on the farm a "good" spouse meant that the husband knew how to plow a field to make dinner grow and that the wife knew how to cook that food so they survived, period!
Today it is much more about a spouse empowering the other to grow into their full mature version of themselves.
Great read. Would make a great gift (along with healthy discussion) with any couple thinking about getting married AND for any couple wanting a "tune up" in their current marriage.
If you want (or know of someone that you think could benefit from) an enlightening easy to read history of marriage and make that history means for marriages in the 21st century, this is it! It also is a huge wake up call in how we have shifted our understanding of what makes for a good spouse.
In my Grandparents generation on the farm a "good" spouse meant that the husband knew how to plow a field to make dinner grow and that the wife knew how to cook that food so they survived, period!
Today it is much more about a spouse empowering the other to grow into their full mature version of themselves.
Great read. Would make a great gift (along with healthy discussion) with any couple thinking about getting married AND for any couple wanting a "tune up" in their current marriage.
Saturday, October 12, 2019
USAF Chaplaincy 101
What do I do as a USAF Chaplain?
I am glad you asked! Formally, I do 3 things:
1) Religious support
I am glad you asked! Formally, I do 3 things:
1) Religious support
- ensure 1st Amendment rights of free exercise of religion (for those that have a religion)
- provide direct religion support (i.e. lead Protestant worship, provide Christian Baptism and Communion, Christian teaching, etc.)
- provide for direct religion support by other means (such as finding resources to help someone practice their religion). This means if I can't do it myself, then it is up to me to find someone who can. Leading a non-Protestant worship service is probably the best example. In that case, I would reach out to bring in a leader within that tradition to lead that service (such as a Catholic or Muslim service).
- Chaplains and our Religious Affairs Airmen (use to be called "Chaplain Assistants") are the only one in all of Department of Defense that has a no-kidding, rock solid 100% confidential agreement with whomever we counseling. The "privilege communication" belongs to the person sharing not me. This is a very powerful thing on many levels.
- I am not a professionally credentialed counselor, but what I have been trained on is crisis intervention that is the first step of many. After my initial session with an Airmen, I will make sure they have the long term follow up care they need.
- I am an Officer so that means I have access to all Commanders to be able to tell them trends I am hearing (paying attention to maintaining 100% confidentiality). And yes, I have told a Commander or two what I thought based on what I am hearing. I have yet to have a Commander not listen to me and appreciate my perspective.
Comprehensive Airmen Fitness
What you are looking at is official USAF doctrine. It states that uniform members of the USAF cannot be fit without holding these four things in tension ("tension" is different than "balance" but that is a whole different post).
Notice the pillars: mental, social, physical and spiritual...that last pillar is my "lane" as a Chaplain.
The definition of "spiritual" is "that which brings you meaning and purpose." Of course for a Christian that means that Jesus Christ is the One that brings Kent Lundy my ultimate meaning and purpose. But since I live and serve in a pluralistic environment, "spiritual" means different things to different Airmen. My job is to make sure all those that need it, get my help staying grounded in their meaning and purpose.
Shadow by the Moon
The Moon casts a shadow that is undeniable.
Let that sink in for a bit...how can an object that does not produces its own light cast enough light to make shadows??
All by reflecting the Sun.
As my wife would say, "that will preach!"
How is my life at reflecting the Son? Does the Light of the World so radiate from my life, actions, attitudes and legacy that I can't help but leave shadows everywhere I go?
What about you? How is the reflection of the Son in your world?
Let that sink in for a bit...how can an object that does not produces its own light cast enough light to make shadows??
All by reflecting the Sun.
As my wife would say, "that will preach!"
How is my life at reflecting the Son? Does the Light of the World so radiate from my life, actions, attitudes and legacy that I can't help but leave shadows everywhere I go?
What about you? How is the reflection of the Son in your world?
Thursday, October 10, 2019
Page to Person
This past Sunday, I led a Protestant worship service and talked about the promise that God made to Jeremiah that a day would come that the Covenant would be embodied in a person.
I led a discussion (it was a small group) about the difference between when something is written down verses when something is lived out in a person.
Of course, we know Jesus Christ as the "new Covenant"...the new way God relates to humanity. What a powerful thing it is for our God to get up close and personal with us in the person of Jesus!
But wait there's more!!! When we pour ourselves out in Love--the way Jesus did for us--we get to live out and extend that Covenant to others.
What does the Covenant look like in your life?
I led a discussion (it was a small group) about the difference between when something is written down verses when something is lived out in a person.
Of course, we know Jesus Christ as the "new Covenant"...the new way God relates to humanity. What a powerful thing it is for our God to get up close and personal with us in the person of Jesus!
But wait there's more!!! When we pour ourselves out in Love--the way Jesus did for us--we get to live out and extend that Covenant to others.
What does the Covenant look like in your life?
SCIF
As you know, I can't talk about what I see when I am preforming my duties in the Top Secret areas of the 181st, known as a "SCIF."
For those interested, I can point you here:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sensitive_Compartmented_Information_Facility
This is more general information and history of my Unit:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/181st_Intelligence_Wing#targetText=The%20181st%20Intelligence%20Wing%20(181,Intelligence%2C%20Surveillance%20and%20Reconnaissance%20Agency.
This is our public site for the 181st:
https://www.181iw.ang.af.mil/Home/Welcome/
Now that I have been in our SCIFs, I can tell that I get to work with some amazingly smart people that do amazing things around the world around the clock for our freedom.
I am honored, humble and grateful to work with the outstanding Airmen of the 181st.
For those interested, I can point you here:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sensitive_Compartmented_Information_Facility
This is more general information and history of my Unit:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/181st_Intelligence_Wing#targetText=The%20181st%20Intelligence%20Wing%20(181,Intelligence%2C%20Surveillance%20and%20Reconnaissance%20Agency.
This is our public site for the 181st:
https://www.181iw.ang.af.mil/Home/Welcome/
Now that I have been in our SCIFs, I can tell that I get to work with some amazingly smart people that do amazing things around the world around the clock for our freedom.
I am honored, humble and grateful to work with the outstanding Airmen of the 181st.
Perspective
I was able to slip home for a bit recently. Soon after my arrival I was presented a "honey do" list. My first thought (don't judge, this is a confession) was, "I am deployed, I shouldn't have to do that stuff."
Then I came to my senses (much like the Prodigal Son) and then said to myself, "You FOOL, you know you would have given all the money in the world to slip home from your previous deployments and do double that list!"
Perspective is a powerful teacher.
Perspective is a powerful gateway to become more grateful.
I happily finished her list...
Then I came to my senses (much like the Prodigal Son) and then said to myself, "You FOOL, you know you would have given all the money in the world to slip home from your previous deployments and do double that list!"
Perspective is a powerful teacher.
Perspective is a powerful gateway to become more grateful.
I happily finished her list...
Monday, October 7, 2019
Beyond Terre Haute?
I have been asked if there is a possibility that I might have to forward deploy to somewhere beyond Terre Haute.
No.
The full time Federal mission at the 181st is not going anywhere and neither will I this coming year.
No.
The full time Federal mission at the 181st is not going anywhere and neither will I this coming year.
Purple Envelopes
I started a tradition for each deployment to ensure that Marti would receive a weekly, hand delivered, card/note/expression of my love. I prepared these before I left and lined up different people to make the deliveries.
They arrive in a purple (her favorite color) envelope each week. During my last deployment one week's message was a no kidding personal phone call from the Secretary of the Air Force. There is a lot more to that story that includes a very unhappy wife and a commanding Chaplain that was not very happy with me either.
Round three has begun and I have gone back to the basics and combined two great things: Marti's love of puzzles and my love of her.
When/if you see Marti, ask her how she likes this round of her weekly purple envelopes.
They arrive in a purple (her favorite color) envelope each week. During my last deployment one week's message was a no kidding personal phone call from the Secretary of the Air Force. There is a lot more to that story that includes a very unhappy wife and a commanding Chaplain that was not very happy with me either.
Round three has begun and I have gone back to the basics and combined two great things: Marti's love of puzzles and my love of her.
When/if you see Marti, ask her how she likes this round of her weekly purple envelopes.
They said they liked my homework!!!!!!!
As previously mentioned, I am opening one CUMC card a day. Today's card was very lovely (as they all are in their own way).
But this person went out of their way to say how much they appreciated me assigning homework and the type of homework I am assigning!!!
How about that????
I get to serve with some amazing people.
But this person went out of their way to say how much they appreciated me assigning homework and the type of homework I am assigning!!!
How about that????
I get to serve with some amazing people.
Sunday, October 6, 2019
August, 1988
In one fashion or another, I have been expected to be in worship virtually every Sunday since I became under the appointment of my first Bishop in Winfield, KS in August, 1988. That is a long time and it just means I am getting old!
It also means I really missed worshipping with "my" folks today.
Here are some things I am especially missing today (in no particular order):
It also means I really missed worshipping with "my" folks today.
Here are some things I am especially missing today (in no particular order):
- Open Communion...no "preferred" seating; all are on equal ground when feasting at the Lord's Table
- The faithfulness of servants that make worship happen...like musicians (both 8:15 and 10:30); ushers, greetings, Liturgists...
- The generosity of givers of their time and money
- Sunday School teachers
- The steady participation of folks that show up...NO MATTER WHAT!!
- High fives from the children
- Those getting out of the "boat" of complacency and realizing that if the Kingdom is going to be built on their watch, it means sacrifice and blessing
- My preaching...before you judge me, hear me out. I love the art of preaching (I still have a lot to learn in order to prefect that art) and I missed not being in the pulpit today. Yes, I led a short informal worship service today at the 181st, but I didn't preach.
- Leaving Church better than when I arrived
What do you miss when you miss going to Church?
O-5
I had the honor of being promoted to Lieutenant Colonel yesterday. When I was promoted to Major in 2013, Josh and Nathan pined on my oak leaves. I made a promise to Marti that she could do one of my leaves with the next rank.
Because I was notified last minute, Marti was able to flex her plans and came down Friday night so she could be at the ceremony early Saturday morning.
An added bonus was that we both stayed in my 9X12 efficiency apartment. It was a little cramped with both of us there, so I had to go outside anytime I wanted to change my mind!
I am honored to wear the O-5 rank. I still have to look down at my uniform to make sure it is real. This has been a long dream of mine. I certainty didn't get here alone and am grateful for all the support that was put into my getting new oak leaves.
Because I was notified last minute, Marti was able to flex her plans and came down Friday night so she could be at the ceremony early Saturday morning.
An added bonus was that we both stayed in my 9X12 efficiency apartment. It was a little cramped with both of us there, so I had to go outside anytime I wanted to change my mind!
I am honored to wear the O-5 rank. I still have to look down at my uniform to make sure it is real. This has been a long dream of mine. I certainty didn't get here alone and am grateful for all the support that was put into my getting new oak leaves.
Read in
I spent this morning getting all the "dos" and "don'ts" and the reasons behind it all related to my Top Secret security clearance. It was a lot of information to take in. It comes down to attention to detail and having the situational awareness to know what you are doing and what information you are in charge of.
One thing that stood out was that even after I retire (or any other reason I won't need access to our TS mission here) the commitment I made today will last until my death. I will literally carry with me to the grave the things I will see and experience while supporting the Intelligence mission of the 181st.
All that to say, I have been fully "spun up" and all I need to know to gain full access to "the floor" where the Sensor Operators do their thing. I will get out there early this week.
One thing that stood out was that even after I retire (or any other reason I won't need access to our TS mission here) the commitment I made today will last until my death. I will literally carry with me to the grave the things I will see and experience while supporting the Intelligence mission of the 181st.
All that to say, I have been fully "spun up" and all I need to know to gain full access to "the floor" where the Sensor Operators do their thing. I will get out there early this week.
Thursday, October 3, 2019
One a day...
I have chosen to spread out the love by only opening one card a day. It is a part of my devotions to remind me what a generous God I serve by witnessing the generosity of God's people called CUMC!
Wow, I am blest and I have only opened 4 cards!!!
Wow, I am blest and I have only opened 4 cards!!!
Stay the Course
I have been hitting the gym everyday for some time now, but I don't seem to see any visible results. Muscles aren't getting bigger and my waist is not getting any smaller.
Should I give up if I don't see immediate results? Why bother if I can't tell I am making progress?
No! As my friends in recover would say, "get your butt in the door and your heart will follow."
There is power in the process of getting to the gym even (and especially) when there doesn't seem to be progress. I know the habits will pay dividends eventually. I can't give up now or I will never get to my ultimate fitness goals.
The same is true for Spiritual fitness. Our praying, studying, serving, worshiping may not produce immediate results, but that is where Faith comes in. We have a hope in things yet unseen.
I believe God honors good effort. I believe God is especially fond of perseverance (think Israelites in the desert; Jesus week of passion/death; the fits and starts of the early Church).
Hang in there...never give up. Your future self will thank the today self for staying the course.
Should I give up if I don't see immediate results? Why bother if I can't tell I am making progress?
No! As my friends in recover would say, "get your butt in the door and your heart will follow."
There is power in the process of getting to the gym even (and especially) when there doesn't seem to be progress. I know the habits will pay dividends eventually. I can't give up now or I will never get to my ultimate fitness goals.
The same is true for Spiritual fitness. Our praying, studying, serving, worshiping may not produce immediate results, but that is where Faith comes in. We have a hope in things yet unseen.
I believe God honors good effort. I believe God is especially fond of perseverance (think Israelites in the desert; Jesus week of passion/death; the fits and starts of the early Church).
Hang in there...never give up. Your future self will thank the today self for staying the course.
Tuesday, October 1, 2019
PT Failure
It seemed like a good idea at the time...a lot of great stories begin that way right??
It seemed like a good idea to go ahead and do my physical fitness text early while I was still on my first deployment. What could go wrong?
Running outside in February in Germany...no problem!
Having no time to actually prepare for the test...who cares?
Caring the weight of all the stress and strain of the deployment...big deal!
As you can guess...I failed my PT test in Germany, in the winter, at the end of a very stressful deployment.
Having to stand in the Commander's office as soon as I returned to my home unit and try to explain why I failed was not fun.
I made a decision in his office that day to never do that again. I am happy to report that that failure is my only one.
My plan to never let this happen again is based on a Muhammad Ali quote, "champions are not made in the ring, they are only recognized there." I can't wait to get in the "ring" of the PT test having never conditioned before that moment.
I run everyday. Now that I am in a deployed environment that has access to a well stocked gym with 24 hour access, I have no excused not to train.
No more waiting to the last minute. Tomorrow's success begins with training today.
Now that IS a good idea at the time!!
It seemed like a good idea to go ahead and do my physical fitness text early while I was still on my first deployment. What could go wrong?
Running outside in February in Germany...no problem!
Having no time to actually prepare for the test...who cares?
Caring the weight of all the stress and strain of the deployment...big deal!
As you can guess...I failed my PT test in Germany, in the winter, at the end of a very stressful deployment.
Having to stand in the Commander's office as soon as I returned to my home unit and try to explain why I failed was not fun.
I made a decision in his office that day to never do that again. I am happy to report that that failure is my only one.
My plan to never let this happen again is based on a Muhammad Ali quote, "champions are not made in the ring, they are only recognized there." I can't wait to get in the "ring" of the PT test having never conditioned before that moment.
I run everyday. Now that I am in a deployed environment that has access to a well stocked gym with 24 hour access, I have no excused not to train.
No more waiting to the last minute. Tomorrow's success begins with training today.
Now that IS a good idea at the time!!
Monday, September 30, 2019
Light Foot
I attended an evening Taize service recently in a Catholic Church in the Terre Haute area. It was wonderful and I plan to go back.
As I sat down, I immediately noticed that the large crucifix had just the feet of Jesus illuminated. I thought, "that is odd, is today some special feast day recalling the annotating the feet of Jesus and thus they have a special light affixed on his feet?"
I didn't think much about it until I later looked up and saw the light had traveled up his leg and pretty soon it was on his stomach. I thought, "these Catholics have a very dynamic lighting system!"
It wasn't until the end of worship when the light had traveled up to his heart that I realized that I was in an East facing sanctuary and the light traveling up Jesus was actually the sun going down behind me and coming in a window!
Knowing Church architects, I don't put it past them to have designed it for this very purpose. It was a beautiful sight to behold.
It is an even greater truth to behold...the more we participate in good worship, the more the heart of Jesus Christ is illuminated in our life.
As my wife would say, "that will preach!"
As I sat down, I immediately noticed that the large crucifix had just the feet of Jesus illuminated. I thought, "that is odd, is today some special feast day recalling the annotating the feet of Jesus and thus they have a special light affixed on his feet?"
I didn't think much about it until I later looked up and saw the light had traveled up his leg and pretty soon it was on his stomach. I thought, "these Catholics have a very dynamic lighting system!"
It wasn't until the end of worship when the light had traveled up to his heart that I realized that I was in an East facing sanctuary and the light traveling up Jesus was actually the sun going down behind me and coming in a window!
Knowing Church architects, I don't put it past them to have designed it for this very purpose. It was a beautiful sight to behold.
It is an even greater truth to behold...the more we participate in good worship, the more the heart of Jesus Christ is illuminated in our life.
As my wife would say, "that will preach!"
Church Mantra
I think most of us like easy to remember phrases to help us remember the purpose of something.
What do you think about this for the Church:
Show up
Plug in
Move out
What do you think about this for the Church:
Show up
Plug in
Move out
Sight Psalms
From a new devotion I have been using comes this suggestion:
https://www.upperroom.org/sight_psalms
It offers amazing pictures and a Scripture or other thought to help focus.
Try it!
https://www.upperroom.org/sight_psalms
It offers amazing pictures and a Scripture or other thought to help focus.
Try it!
Homework
As previously mentioned, I have assigned myself Church homework so that I continue to be a faithful disciple and leader even while not actively serving as a local Church pastor.
I have started here: https://www.seeallthepeople.org/resources-downloads/ All of these resources are FREE!!
I am currently reading and working through "Prayer Practices for Disciples." Great stuff.
I have started here: https://www.seeallthepeople.org/resources-downloads/ All of these resources are FREE!!
I am currently reading and working through "Prayer Practices for Disciples." Great stuff.
First Day
With a equally heavy heart and a grateful heart, I left Churubusco yesterday and have reported for "zero day"...the day before my orders officially begin for fiscal year 2020. There are things I need to do today on this last day of the fiscal year so I can hit the ground running tomorrow.
Wow...CUMC sent me off in a wonderful fashion. I appreciate the care packages, the hugs and the promises of future prayers.
This next part is especially for our Lay Leader Amy Motter...yes I have assigned myself Church homework that I plan to do during my free time in order to keep learning about leading an effective Church in our time away.
Wow...CUMC sent me off in a wonderful fashion. I appreciate the care packages, the hugs and the promises of future prayers.
This next part is especially for our Lay Leader Amy Motter...yes I have assigned myself Church homework that I plan to do during my free time in order to keep learning about leading an effective Church in our time away.
Friday, September 27, 2019
Golden Ticket
I spent a recent Sunday morning waiting in a long line to give my required "golden flow" sample for a military drug test. My observer was not happy to be spending his day watching guys do our thing at the urinal. He yelled at me because I didn't wash my hands before procuring the sample!
I realized that with all our "blouses" (outer shirt of our uniform) off we looked about the same. No rank, not even any names. For a brief moment I felt a unity knowing we were all attempting to do our best to get through something we didn't want to do.
It was not lost on me that this encounter of unity happened on the Lord's Day. And although I would formally worship that afternoon in our Protestant service that I led, I did realize that there are many times I sit in worship at Church and don't feel this same level of unity.
Maybe mandatory urinalysis testing is the ticket!?!?!?!?
I realized that with all our "blouses" (outer shirt of our uniform) off we looked about the same. No rank, not even any names. For a brief moment I felt a unity knowing we were all attempting to do our best to get through something we didn't want to do.
It was not lost on me that this encounter of unity happened on the Lord's Day. And although I would formally worship that afternoon in our Protestant service that I led, I did realize that there are many times I sit in worship at Church and don't feel this same level of unity.
Maybe mandatory urinalysis testing is the ticket!?!?!?!?
Army Strong
I was recently at a combined Army and Air Force Chaplain training. Most of it was a combination of classroom lectures and small group discuss. We did spend a morning on an Army "conditioning course." Elements that made me remember of terror of Jr. High gym class!
Obstacles such as a low crawl, rope climbs, cargo netting, jumping up and rolling over a large horizontal pole awaited us. And we were expected to run from station to station. This Air Force guy had only done anything like this once and that was at basic training.
It was obvious from my Army colleagues that they had spend much time on courses such as this. I was very impressed with Chaplains older than me mastering these elements. I was put to shame!!
Confession...before that day I had some pretty crass assumptions and opinions about Army Chaplains. Not any more! Wow, was I impressed. I have a new high level of respect for my Army colleagues. But I will stay blue none-the-less!
I realized how easy it is to have a closed mind about someone I hadn't taken the time to really get to know.
Obstacles such as a low crawl, rope climbs, cargo netting, jumping up and rolling over a large horizontal pole awaited us. And we were expected to run from station to station. This Air Force guy had only done anything like this once and that was at basic training.
It was obvious from my Army colleagues that they had spend much time on courses such as this. I was very impressed with Chaplains older than me mastering these elements. I was put to shame!!
Confession...before that day I had some pretty crass assumptions and opinions about Army Chaplains. Not any more! Wow, was I impressed. I have a new high level of respect for my Army colleagues. But I will stay blue none-the-less!
I realized how easy it is to have a closed mind about someone I hadn't taken the time to really get to know.
Wednesday, September 18, 2019
Teachers
My mainstay daily devotion is a book called "Openings." I love it!
One of the exercises recently was to think about who my teachers are in my "University of Life."
I will probably come back to this list as my thinking evolves in this area.
My current list of who teaches me:
Music--Marti...vocal performance major at Northwestern, sang the National Anthem as a Cubs game, can play the piano like nobody else!
Ministry--Rev. Charles Curtis. Teacher of my Confirmation class. Pastor to my family during some dark times. Always available to encourage and challenge me. And we were roommates together on a pilgrimage we made to the Holy Land when I was in Jr. High (I know, I know...the early 80s had different rules...our Safe Sanctuary policy today would not allow this!). He helped me remember my Baptism in the Jordan River and it was at that point I knew that I was being called to be an Elder in the UMC.
Theology--Rev. Dr. Brian Witwer. No better Wesleyan thinker than Brian. I learned so much in the 12 years I worked with him at Aldersgate.
Running--Team Hoyt; read about them here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Team_Hoyt
Military Chaplaincy--Ch (Col) Greg Clapper (retired). My first Wing Chaplain. A great balance between "pastor" and "officer"
My knucklehead tendencies--no experiences are ever wasted if we allow them to teach us to become better...I must be a slow study, but I am making progress!
My sister Kathy and brother Kenneth--they suffered much and died way too young. Life is tenuous.
My sons Josh and Nathan--they have and continue to teach me about myself and offered me a whole new perspective on the world.
Rev. Sue Laurie--with grace and persistence, she tremendously helped me overcome my homophobia and made me realize the love of God equally loves all...period.
One of the exercises recently was to think about who my teachers are in my "University of Life."
I will probably come back to this list as my thinking evolves in this area.
My current list of who teaches me:
Music--Marti...vocal performance major at Northwestern, sang the National Anthem as a Cubs game, can play the piano like nobody else!
Ministry--Rev. Charles Curtis. Teacher of my Confirmation class. Pastor to my family during some dark times. Always available to encourage and challenge me. And we were roommates together on a pilgrimage we made to the Holy Land when I was in Jr. High (I know, I know...the early 80s had different rules...our Safe Sanctuary policy today would not allow this!). He helped me remember my Baptism in the Jordan River and it was at that point I knew that I was being called to be an Elder in the UMC.
Theology--Rev. Dr. Brian Witwer. No better Wesleyan thinker than Brian. I learned so much in the 12 years I worked with him at Aldersgate.
Running--Team Hoyt; read about them here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Team_Hoyt
Military Chaplaincy--Ch (Col) Greg Clapper (retired). My first Wing Chaplain. A great balance between "pastor" and "officer"
My knucklehead tendencies--no experiences are ever wasted if we allow them to teach us to become better...I must be a slow study, but I am making progress!
My sister Kathy and brother Kenneth--they suffered much and died way too young. Life is tenuous.
My sons Josh and Nathan--they have and continue to teach me about myself and offered me a whole new perspective on the world.
Rev. Sue Laurie--with grace and persistence, she tremendously helped me overcome my homophobia and made me realize the love of God equally loves all...period.
De-stressing
Some have asked who will care for me. This is the age-old question of how does the care giver receive care? Since most of my day will be spent in a top secret vault caring for Airmen that are doing top secret things, I am not sure what my specific care plan will look like.
I do know that there are at least 4 ways I plan to look after myself:
1) This blog. Thanks for reading. Being "forced" to process parts of my deployment will be helpful. Side note: I have blogged before from other deployments and training I have been sent to. If you are really interested I can let you know where to find those entries.
2) Middle School basketball officiating (when my schedule allows)! In a prior life I was a basketball official for several years and was honored to worked at the Division One men's college basketball level for a few years even. I have not worked a formal game since Feb., 2007...but I have missed it and am looking forward to getting back out on the court.
3) Serving as a volunteer chaplain at the Terre Haute Federal prison. This is long shot. I have made myself available to do what I can to help. Not sure if this will pan out, but I am ready to do what I can when/if that time comes.
4) Getting into better physical shape. The 181st has a very nice gym with lots of equipment that is open 24/7 and literally across the parking lot from my office. No excuses to get to a healthier place!
What is your self-care plan?
I do know that there are at least 4 ways I plan to look after myself:
1) This blog. Thanks for reading. Being "forced" to process parts of my deployment will be helpful. Side note: I have blogged before from other deployments and training I have been sent to. If you are really interested I can let you know where to find those entries.
2) Middle School basketball officiating (when my schedule allows)! In a prior life I was a basketball official for several years and was honored to worked at the Division One men's college basketball level for a few years even. I have not worked a formal game since Feb., 2007...but I have missed it and am looking forward to getting back out on the court.
3) Serving as a volunteer chaplain at the Terre Haute Federal prison. This is long shot. I have made myself available to do what I can to help. Not sure if this will pan out, but I am ready to do what I can when/if that time comes.
4) Getting into better physical shape. The 181st has a very nice gym with lots of equipment that is open 24/7 and literally across the parking lot from my office. No excuses to get to a healthier place!
What is your self-care plan?
9X12
I get to move into my 9 feet by 12 feet apartment this week! In addition to the 9X12 living space, I have a galley type kitchen and a regular bathroom.
I will have a bed, desk and a footlocker from my last deployment.
No, there is no housing on base. Yes, I could have rented a larger apartment. This apartment is close to base and seems to be quite. I will not be on vacation and the small living space will force me to not be a hermit and get out into the world.
One upside is that I have all that I will need in one trip in my van! It is a gift to live simply.
This is got me thinking about all the stuff I really don't need but yet I keep for some unknown reasons back home.
I will have a bed, desk and a footlocker from my last deployment.
No, there is no housing on base. Yes, I could have rented a larger apartment. This apartment is close to base and seems to be quite. I will not be on vacation and the small living space will force me to not be a hermit and get out into the world.
One upside is that I have all that I will need in one trip in my van! It is a gift to live simply.
This is got me thinking about all the stuff I really don't need but yet I keep for some unknown reasons back home.
Pre-deployment check list
Each time I have deployed I have had to get several things in order before I could leave. Such things as having a signed will and a solid estate plan in place in case I didn't come back alive. I had to make sure things around the house were as done as possible.
Side note: it is true that things that could go wrong, do seem to go wrong AFTER I leave!
All that to say there are many tangible things to set in place before leaving to do the Nation's business.
But there are also intangible things such has making sure my relationships with family and friends are in order. Are they sure I love them deeply? Have I looked them in the eyes enough to carry me through the separation?
This time around has been different. Yes, the tangible check list is done. But I find myself battling between, "I will just be in Terre Haute so it's no big deal" to "this a a deployment and I have no idea what will really happen."
It is a very funky place to be in. I am trying to make sure I stay present, even though it is literally uncharted territory.
Side note: it is true that things that could go wrong, do seem to go wrong AFTER I leave!
All that to say there are many tangible things to set in place before leaving to do the Nation's business.
But there are also intangible things such has making sure my relationships with family and friends are in order. Are they sure I love them deeply? Have I looked them in the eyes enough to carry me through the separation?
This time around has been different. Yes, the tangible check list is done. But I find myself battling between, "I will just be in Terre Haute so it's no big deal" to "this a a deployment and I have no idea what will really happen."
It is a very funky place to be in. I am trying to make sure I stay present, even though it is literally uncharted territory.
Sunday, August 18, 2019
Let's talk!
I want this space to be a conversation as much as a monologue.
What questions do you have? Post them in the comments section of this post and I will do my best to respond.
Some questions I have already been asked:
1) Will you live on base? No. There is no base housing. I have rented a 9X12 efficiency apartment for the year. I have never lived before in an apartment.
2) What about sending mail. Sure! I would love to hear from you in that way. Send them to me at Churubusco UMC; 750 N. Main St. Churubusco, IN 46723. Marti will be getting our mail from the office.
3) You are a caregiver, who cares for you? Good question, because the majority of what I will be experiencing is top secret. I already have a good relationship with the Flight Doc I will be working with. Stay tuned...
What else do you want to know?
What questions do you have? Post them in the comments section of this post and I will do my best to respond.
Some questions I have already been asked:
1) Will you live on base? No. There is no base housing. I have rented a 9X12 efficiency apartment for the year. I have never lived before in an apartment.
2) What about sending mail. Sure! I would love to hear from you in that way. Send them to me at Churubusco UMC; 750 N. Main St. Churubusco, IN 46723. Marti will be getting our mail from the office.
3) You are a caregiver, who cares for you? Good question, because the majority of what I will be experiencing is top secret. I already have a good relationship with the Flight Doc I will be working with. Stay tuned...
What else do you want to know?
Sunday, August 11, 2019
Plaid
I love the movie "Space Balls." There is a scene where they are traveling in outer space and their spaceship keeps getting faster and faster...light speed, warp speed, etc...until the fastest speed of all...plaid!!
I have gone plaid!! Every since the announcement of this deployment, time seems to have gotten a lot faster.
Many people have asked how they can pray for me. I usually say the same thing, "pray that I will be present wherever I am." I have borrowed this from the Quaker tradition.
I don't want to miss a moment of all the great things that are happening at CUMC right now...I want to be present.
I don't want to miss a moment of all I need to do to properly prepare to be deployed...I want to be present.
I don't want to miss a moment with my family in these last few days we have together...I want to be present.
May the God of "kairos" time allow me to be aware enough in this present moment and no other...
I have gone plaid!! Every since the announcement of this deployment, time seems to have gotten a lot faster.
Many people have asked how they can pray for me. I usually say the same thing, "pray that I will be present wherever I am." I have borrowed this from the Quaker tradition.
I don't want to miss a moment of all the great things that are happening at CUMC right now...I want to be present.
I don't want to miss a moment of all I need to do to properly prepare to be deployed...I want to be present.
I don't want to miss a moment with my family in these last few days we have together...I want to be present.
May the God of "kairos" time allow me to be aware enough in this present moment and no other...
Sunday, August 4, 2019
O-5
It was recently announced that I have become a Lieutenant Colonel in the United States Air Force. My official promotion ceremony will probably be this Fall. I am still trying to get my mind wrapped around this fact.
This rank has been something that I have worked hard to achieve and has been a long time in coming. I am still not sure I am worthy of joining the ranks of other incredible Lt Col that I have known.
One of the most inspiring Lt Col I have known is Greg Clapper. He was my very first Wing Chaplain at the 122d. When I struggled to adjust to the demands of military life, he was there with a listening ear and supportive heart. He encouraged me to not just be a good pastor in uniform, but to be a good officer as well.
13 years ago, Greg set the vector of my USAF officer course and I am grateful. I can only hope to be 1/2 the Lt Col he was.
This rank has been something that I have worked hard to achieve and has been a long time in coming. I am still not sure I am worthy of joining the ranks of other incredible Lt Col that I have known.
One of the most inspiring Lt Col I have known is Greg Clapper. He was my very first Wing Chaplain at the 122d. When I struggled to adjust to the demands of military life, he was there with a listening ear and supportive heart. He encouraged me to not just be a good pastor in uniform, but to be a good officer as well.
13 years ago, Greg set the vector of my USAF officer course and I am grateful. I can only hope to be 1/2 the Lt Col he was.
Monday, July 29, 2019
The 411
Here are details as I know them for my upcoming 3rd deployment:
- I am being involuntary mobilized to be full time at the 181st Intelligence Wing (IN Air National Guard) in Terre Haute, IN
- From Oct. 1, 2019 to Sept. 30, 2020
- I am an Endorsed UMC Air National Guard Chaplain, which means I have two Divine appointments (local church and ANG)
- Bishop Trimble has announced that I will return as Senior Pastor to Churubusco after my deployment (I am very grateful and humbled)
- I will not be an employee of CUMC while I am away
- There will be an interim Senior Pastor appointed in my absence
- The very able Pastor Doug will continue as Associate Pastor
- 181st does not housing on base, I am responsible for finding my own
- No solitary person deploys...I am grateful for family, friends and congregants that have and will continue to support me on this journey...thank you!
Disclaimer--READ THIS FIRST PLEASE!
This is a disclaimer!
In this blog I will not speak for the Federal Government, the Department of Defense, the United States Air Force, the Indiana National Guard or the 181st IW.
This is a space to publicly process with those interested readers some of what I experience. My formal training is as a pastor. My intent is to share theologically as a pastor to whatever "flock" that might follow me here.
There is much I will not be sharing in this space such as any mission particulars or stories that are not my own.
Furthermore, I will not be discussing anything related to Churubusco UMC. While deployed, I will not be their pastor and it is not my place to interfere with all the great things that I know will happen while I am away. They are a great church filled with awesome servant leaders. They don't need me weighing in from afar.
With this disclaimer, I welcome you on this journey...
In this blog I will not speak for the Federal Government, the Department of Defense, the United States Air Force, the Indiana National Guard or the 181st IW.
This is a space to publicly process with those interested readers some of what I experience. My formal training is as a pastor. My intent is to share theologically as a pastor to whatever "flock" that might follow me here.
There is much I will not be sharing in this space such as any mission particulars or stories that are not my own.
Furthermore, I will not be discussing anything related to Churubusco UMC. While deployed, I will not be their pastor and it is not my place to interfere with all the great things that I know will happen while I am away. They are a great church filled with awesome servant leaders. They don't need me weighing in from afar.
With this disclaimer, I welcome you on this journey...
War @ Home
I have intentionally named the blog for my 3rd deployment "war @ home" for a couple of different reasons:
- The war on terror is literally being fought full time right here at home in our great state of Indiana
- The Sensor operators that are interpreting the drone footage from the war zones all day are then expected to go home and play with their kids/spend time with family/etc. and act like nothing happened since what they witness is top secret
We have entered a new era of war fighting. I am expecting to learn a lot about myself and the great men and women that wear the uniform with me as I serve as an USAF Chaplain.
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